Dreams..(scrambled thoughts)

Sometimes...on days I truly stare into my own eyes
I see a woman..
Battling with an imaginary being
One such that consumes me with vengeance & missing that part of me?
Its like a parasite I have caused my share of karma by dirty dismay
No specific reason I hold as to why I made the wrong choice
I owe no one that explanation
All I owe is true apology
& release the tension to forgive myself
I have grown over the years
It takes growth to recognize progression
Nothing the past can do to change my tomorrow
No longer will I soak in sorrow
The past is where it will always be..
& if I ever were to travel to it, I'd still run into ME
See... time is infinite..
There's no space in between
So when I think of my future
I am referencing my mini me
She smiles happily as we move from state to state
Place to place, as I carry her upon my shoulders
With clear weary in my face
She knows nothing but to be a child
Be true to the dreams of your childhood
For when you grow older, all your left with is thinking of the past
& nothing but a dream