Get To Know Me

I was born literally 5 days before the day they say Jesus was..
Never really had many presents on my birthday
Never really cared...
I used to wake each day
Prepared to not be happy about my job
And then I fuck round & start thinking about my life...
The strife alone kept me moody as each bill began to be late
.....
Moved to a new city, new state.
Told few so none can debate
My life, I have to equate
Still no proud successes to date
 I see my fate
As I stand still in the quake
My future is at stake as I partake in my daily tote
Each blunt that I smoke relieves me
Reveals me...
I see progresses of myself as I walked through the terminal
I ask my soul to heal me
I want to change as I feel the new me seep
As I roll another knowing that there are days I cannot smoke
Each blunt that I smoke...
each jay that I toke
I feel absence of belief that life cannot be changed
& that I can truly be free from this
corrupt system they claim
we are free in but we fights for rights
we shouldn't abide by them
if the law is what you can prove in court
but not what is right
& what is wrong...

But being right is perception
Or deception
And even that question you can misconstrue
With how can I say such & such about you
While they voice opinion about us too
Life is a bitch & its evidence we don't have to prove
But what choice do we have?
When the few choices were left
to choose
is beyond obtuse
were left with nothing to do...

To dream of peace or to live happily
I choose where my smile is the happiest
Peace in my heart my dream is my seed
I have my reason to keep going
to keep flowing away from gravity
because when I come up
I wont come down
My lyrics will be known
I will be...